oh how time flies

yes I realize it's tuesday but my mood is down the pipes so I'll make up for it next week

So yesterday during Gossip Girl my mom was asking me about colleges I'm intrested in and stuff. My instant reply was "I have more than enough time to think about that". Wrong. I'm a junior, all I have is now and till applications are due for colleges. And I have no clue what I want to do. That's a lie. I do, but it's a hard choice. See ever since I was little I've wanted to write, books or for a magazine. But since my mom is a nurse I did the "follow in mommy's footsteps thing" and threw away my writing dream and started think of what I wanted to do dealing with the medical field. Surgeon. So I've working my butt off in high school to make sure my grades are good for a GREAT medical school. But all of a sudden, I start realizing this isn't my dream. It's my mom's. What I really want to do is either write for a magazine or be a fashion director for one (yeah I know, I'll be interning my ass off). So for the past six months I've been looking at art schools and all the art majors for other schools I was interested in and I realized looking at all that stuff excites me! More than looking at doctor stuff. And I want to do MY dream but I hate to crush my mom's. She's so stuck on me wanting to be a doctor and my sister being an actor (she gets her dream and she's only five). I don't know, maybe I'll talk to my dad about this first since he's the more relaxed and understanding one.
I'll let you know how it goes